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Thursday, September 19

i shouldn't make promises i can't keep...i did not blog yesterday. oh well. i'm just talking to myself anyway.

for some reason i was thinking about 9/11 a lot yesterday...maybe because it was already a week after the one-year mark. i don't know, i was feeling really guilty...like i don't feel i did enough to help...because this was a "nation's tragedy" but how did i contribute? my life went back to normal pretty quickly...i didn't know anyone who was killed or affected directly...i think back to even 1 month after it happened, i was only concerned with college apps and school. i donated $50 to the red cross, but did i do anything else? i wanted to donate blood, but i can't...i wish i had prayed more...i guess what i feel most guilty about is how quickly i became occupied with other things...how fast my life went back to normal.